In Beth's case, there really isn't any other option, but it's not as if any of them have a choice. Still, for all she's told Julia today, she doesn't think she's ready to start talking about how she died at home, how Darrow is really the only life she has, so she only shrugs and smiles.

"It's not so bad in a lot of ways," she says. "It can be weird and it's different, but a lot of the people here are really good. I'm not sure what I'd do without them."

Of course, if she left Darrow, she'd have no way of knowing what she was missing. The very thought of it all is too much most of the time.